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So Easter was ok. I went to my grandparents' Friday night and stayed till Sunday. We had dinner at Theresa's house that night with some friends. The Easter bunneh gave me candy! Rawk on dude! lmao
My week's been kinda slow but busy. I have a World History project due tomorrow that I need to do after I update lol. My dad, my sis, Theresa, Orion, and I all went out to dinner at Pizza Hut last night. I SAW KYLE THERE! Haha I told him he couldn't be there, it was funny at the time. Orion went home to do hw and the rest of us went to see Miss Congeniality 2. It was a good movie. We had wicked annoying people sitting in the row behind us, when the theater was pretty much empty, great logic on their part eh?
Well I guess that's it for now. I love you all, commentttt.
Random Fact #007 I was a cheerleader once.
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I'm so so so sorry I haven't updated in months guys. I don't even want to get into all the shit that's happened. I'll just tell you the good stuff.
Well, my daddy started dating a woman named Theresa that he works with and last Saturday he proposed! So after a month they're engaged lol. They don't plan on getting married for a few years though. At first I was really overwhelmed by it and I felt like my mom was officially gone. But now I'm ok and I'm so happy for my dad. Theresa's so great, I love her like a second mom now.
My second semester classes are going ok. Math is wicked stressful cuz it's my worst subject and gym is hell but other than that it's good.
Oh I decided to stop using my nickname so don't call me Rach anymore unless you're Sammi or Erin lol. I promise I will update at least every other day from now on. I love you all so much.
Random Fact #006 I only have one food allergy.
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Now, now children don't get too excited. I'm still not quite in the whole "update journal" mode. I just decided to post this survey type thing that I stole from Andi (<3) cuz I figured I'd make all of you feel good when I'm not too great haha.
I. reply to this post with your name, because i would like to say a couple words about you.
II. i will also tell you what song(s) remind me of you when i hear it.
III. i will also tell you what celebrity/movie character/public person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.
IV. i will also give one word that i associate with you when i think of you.
We all could use a boost now and then, so steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.
Random Fact #005 I firmly believe that purple penguins will take over the world.
.x. rach, andria, w.e you call me .x.
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Hey guys I'm SO incredibly sorry I haven't updated in like foreverrrrr. It's just been one thing after another with the constant drama. I just wanna let you guys know once I'm in the state of mind to actually write one I'm gonna give y'all one long ass entry to read :D lol.
I hope y'all have been doin' better than me, that's for sure. Well I'll update later <3 you all uber amounts.
Random Fact #004 I've never broken a bone.
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Hey sorry I skipped some days for updating. I'm not as journal-obsessed as I used to be lol. Well I had no school yesterday or today. So I pretty much just did nothing.
Wednesday night I watched 10 Things I Hate About You cuz it's my fav movie :D I slept till like 2 yesterday then watched Freaky Friday. Then today I slept till 1 and my daddy came home from work sick so I made him soup and stuff cuz I'm just such a perfect daughter -cough- lmao.
Now my sister's gone so YAY lmao. I was supposed to go to my grandparents' house tonight but now I'm not. I'm just sittin' here listenin' to the 80's station on Yahoo and updatin' my journals lmfao. I have no life :D Well I'm talkin' to Sarah too so yeah.
Random Fact #003 I've never had the chicken pox.
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I'm sittin' here bawling my eyes out cuz I'm so fuckin' fed up with all this bs. I asked a simple question "Hey dad can I go to Nikki's house, they can pick me up?" and I got a pissed of "NO, JEEZ ANDRIA!"
WTF DID I FUCKIN' DO!?
It's always like this and I'm fuckin' sick of it. I ask to go to Nikki's house and the answer's no. My sister asks to go to Desiree's house and the answers yes. I'm suck inside the house for another fuckin' weekend. My sister can go to her friend's houses and have her friends sleep over and go to dances and the movies and all this shit. But when I want to go over to a friend's house, simple enough, of course the answer's no. I have no life and it's all cuz my dad's an asshole. People wanna know why I spend all my time on the computer. Well there's your fuckin' answer.
Apparently we have "plans" this weekend but I didn't fuckin' know.
-SCREAMS- I HATE MY DAD I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!
Well anyway I'm gonna just have a moviethon or something cuz I always do when I'm stuck at home.
My goal for today was to have one if I didn't go to Nikki's anyway so gold fuckin' star for me eh? Well to make it complete one of those movies has to be The Little Mermaid..don't ask.
Random Fact #002 I can flip my tongue over both ways.
.x. rach, andria, w.e you call me .x.
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Ok well I haven't updated cuz I took a break from bein' online. I was sick of all the drama and bs so I decided to get away from it for a while. I promised Andi I'd update my journal for her and I didn't sorry hun. But I still talked to her anyway. I'm not gonna say what happened while I was not online so yeah. If you know already good for you lol. But I will say I got The Sims 2 wee!
I'm havin' a movie weekend by myself so come on over y'all lol. Bring your own popcorn and lemme know if you have any movie requests! So far I watched The Lost Boys and the beginning of Finding Nemo cuz I was also watchin' my shows lol. Love you all that's it for now ok bye!
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I'm on the phone with my aunt so here's her answers for my survey.
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Skeezy whore. You know why.
2. Am I lovable? Yeah
3. How long have you known me? All your life lmao.
4. When and how did we first meet? In your mother's hospital room after you were born.
5. What was your first impression? That you were bald lmfao.
6. Do you still think that way about me now? Nooo lmfao.
7. What do you think my weakness is? Not doin' what you're told.
8. Do you think I'll get married? Yeah
9. What makes me happy? Anthony Howell, Julian Ovenden, Orlando Bloom, Chad Micheal Murray, Shane West, kitties, British comedies and moreee!
10. What makes me sad? Sad things.
11. What reminds you of me? When I'm watchin' something and I think of what your reaction was when you saw it.
12. If you could give me anything what would it be? Wipe Lindsay off the face of the earth.
13. How well do you know me? Better than alot of people.
14. When's the last time you saw me? July
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Yes, but I told you eventually.
16. Do you think I could kill someone? Yep
17. Describe me in one word. How-bizzare (Look at that one word)
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? Strongerrr
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? Yeah
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? I don't have a livejournal dumbass lmfao.
Ok now we decided to pretend like she's not my aunt and she came up with some creative answers.
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. That slut who took my quarter.
2. Am I lovable? No, you're the slut who took my quarter.
3. How long have you known me? Since the night we fought over the quarter.
4. When and how did we first meet? 2 months ago. You shoved my friend Candy Holiday off our corner.
5. What was your first impression? What a skeezoid. I can't believe that anybody would pay for her services.
6. Do you still think that way about me now? Yeah but I thinker you're a bigger skeezoid whore.
7. What do you think my weakness is? Crack
8. Do you think I'll get married? You kind doesn't get married.
9. What makes me happy? Not gettin' pimp slapped.
10. What makes me sad? Not havin' enough money to buy crack.
11. What reminds you of me? A woman passed out on the street.
12. If you could give me anything what would it be? A bitch slap.
13. How well do you know me? Enough to really hate you.
14. When's the last time you saw me? Last night at the police station.
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Yeah, you have really tacky clothes. Now I told you.
16. Do you think I could kill someone? Yeah, in fact I saw you do it.
17. Describe me in one word. Crackwhore
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? We never had a fuckin' friendship.
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? No
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? wtf is a livejournal?
Of course we were dying throughout this whole experience lmfao. Well anyway that's that. I love my aunt man she's the shiznit. Y'all should meet her. Well anyway yeah love you!!
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( You better fill it out bitchess! )
Yeah fill out the damn survey! lol ok so I slept over at Nikki's house Saturday night. We walked around BF woo funn! Then we sat on the porch and did our tarot readings and talked about parapsychology (for those of you that dk what it is) then we went to her room. We did a spell then we used the Oujia board. It was freakin' us out man. We talked to my mom and Travis. Then we were listenin' to open house party on the radio and decided we wanted to call and request a song. But they wouldn't say the fuckin' number so we gave up and just listened to cds. Then we went to sleep at like 3 am and woke up at 10 am. We watched Charlie's Angels woo! lmfao then we watched something on amusement parks. Then we watched Dirty Dancing wooo! So then I came home and blah.
Dramaaa fuckin' drama I hate it, it needs to fuckin' stop. And of course it was my fault. I FUCKIN' HATE MYSELF! But yeah that's how fuckin' life is. So that's it yeah byee for now.
~*~R|A|C|H~*~
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Well still fuckin' drama and all that lovely shit. It's been quite boring lately though. I was supposed to go to my grandparents' house today but we decided to make an excuse and not go. So I went shoppin' today. I got Katy Rose-Because I Can cd, a keychain that says "I'm naturally blonde so please speak slowly," and a Chobits manga. Other random shit too but it's not important lol. I'm just waitin' for Nikki to call me to say she's comin' to get me lol I'm sleepin' over tonight woo! I saw Sammi twice today lol it was so funny. So yeah I guess that's it love you all.
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Everything's so fuckin' messed up. Drama to the max man. Patrick, Nikki, Cora, me...we're all fuckin' sick of it. I'm not gonna get into all that but yeah. Well joy after about 5 fuckin' months I cut. I cut my arm and I carved Gary into my leg. I'm just so fuckin' proud of myself...I really wish I could control my fuckin' problems like a normal person you know that? But no I can't cuz I'm so fucked up. Well I did it cuz I lost Gary...he still loves me but he wants to be friends. And now Jason doesn't wanna fuckin' talk to me if I hurt myself again...I really hate the shit that I do. I love you all no matter what I promise.
Well in other news I had my first day of school today. I got cool classes I guess but do you even wanna know how uber not cool it is that I have A lunch and all my friends are in fuckin' C lunch. But yeah the only class I can eat in is my 4th block cuz that's Foods and Nutrition lmao so I cook in that class. I have 1st and 3rd block in the same room lol but it has ac so woot. Well I guess that's it for now.
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Wow haven't updated in a week so this is gonna be a loong one lol so whoever loves me enough to take the time and read it all please comment so I know who you are ok here we goooo!
Last Thursday- I was on the phone with Nikki and Patrick and I was hungry so I all decided to make pancakes. lol well that was quite an adventure. I broke 3 eggs and so I had to leave one in the carton cuz it was stuck. I burnt the first 2 pancakes lmfao. So Nikki and Patrick were all makin' fun of me and it wasn't cool lol. So I finally made 3 decent pancakes and I had like half of one and wasn't hungry anymore go me. So then I told Sammi I made pancakes and she all wanted some so she tried to find a ride but no one could give her one. So she rode her bike the whole 4.2 miles and it took her 41 mins to get to my house lmfao. So she had pancakes and we did stuff woo! So that's pretty much it for that day cuz I'm not gonna say what happened on the phone that night with Nikki and Patrick.
Creamy cheesy cheesy creamy cream with a cheesy cream.
Last Friday-Well Friday wasn't as eventful. lol actually idr what I did wow. Probably just what I normally do.
Last Saturday-Went shopping in Claremont. I got 3 new shirts. One is Eeyore and it says "Kiss me I need some inspiration." One has the kitty from Pepe Le Peu and on the front it says "Good Kitty" and on the back it says "Gone Bad" and it's all mad. Then my fav is a Tinkerbell shirt! It says "Flirt" on it woot! That's about the most exciting thing.
Coffeehouse propaganda no moreee!
Last Sunday-Woo shopping in Keene! I got new clothess and shoess! My shoes are so bitchin'...they're red and black Converse ohh yeah they're hawt! Well that's about it.
Monday-Just normal stuff. I have no life you all know that so yeah.
Tuesday-I spent most of the day doin' stuff online with Sammi lol it was great. Then later on it was all blah with Nikki. I don't wanna start on that so yeah. But it wasn't good.
I do have squirrely wrath you know. It's a nature thing.
Wednesday-Wooooo! I went over to Sammi's house around 6:30. I called Nikki and cried on the phone with her for awhile. It turns out I'm still gonna lose her but she'll be alive. Then me and Sammi did stuff on the computer for awhile. Then we went downtown to do something at the town clerk's office for her mom. Then we went to the pizza place and got food and we were all excited cuz we saw people we know lmao. Then we went home and did more stuff on the computer and yeah. Then when her mom got home we made nacos and watched episodes of Inuyasha she recorded. Then we watched Teen Titans and I kept falling asleep lol cuz we were on the couch. So then at 12:30 we went to bed.
Thursday-I woke up at like quarter of 6 cuz of Sammi's mom's alarm clock. She went to work early and it was goin' off. So I sat on Sammi's bed and we talked for awhile. Then we did stuff on the computer. Woo then we made pancakesss! lol chocolate chip woot! Then more stuff on the computer. We watched Foamy! Then haha the best part. Me and Sammi should not be left alone ok not good. She was gonna do the dishes and I was gonna make cookies cuz her mom wanted us too. So it was all goin' ok and then the drain in the sink was plugged. So Sammi tried to plunge it lmfao didn't work. So she was trying everything and nothing worked so while I was over there makin' cookies she was tryin' to unplug the sink. She tried callin' people but they didn't help cuz the most help she got was to either use a plunger or Draino. And the problem was she tried plunging and has no Draino so blah. So she ran to her neighbors house and got some lol. So after awhile we went downtown. She went back to the clerk's office and I went to the pizza place and ordered the food. So she came over and we took the food to go and walked over to her work. We were gonna talk to Jen about me getting a job there but Jen wasn't there and I guess they filled all the spots. So yeah it was great. Then we went home and she did stuff on the computer. I was makin' the cookies still and yeah it was all good. Then her mom came home and they had to leave for Sammi's appointment so they left me alone cuz my dad was comin' to pick me up. So I came home. Ohh it was also Erin's freshman orientation woot go Erin I'm soo happy now I get to see her at school!
Well once again ty to whoever read that whole mess of a post lmao love y'all!
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So yesterday I had a meltdown and I couldn't stop crying for like ever. I have so much emotional stress in my life right now I can't handle it. I really don't know if I'm losing Nikki (online) but I really can't. I love her so much and if I lose her idk what I'll do. And I'm so scared that I'm losing Gary. It seems like when we get a chance to talk it's not the same...he seem distant. Maybe I'm just fucked up or maybe I'm right idk. All I know is that I can't deal with all of this. Everytime I'm finally happy things get ripped away from me. It's all I can do not to hurt myself right now. Everything's so fucked up right now it's ridiculous. Well I guess that's it byee.
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Well having Erin here kicked ass as usual. We took pics lol we were all goth biiitch! It was uber amounts of fun lol. Other than that it's been boring. I was supposed to go back to school shopping today...err yesterday cuz it's 4 am lol but yeah I slept all day instead >.<; oh well I still got 2 more weekends technically. So yeah I really don't want school but yeah beggers can't be choosers haha. I like never use that line man.
I <3 you morer Andi.
Well that's it for now bonjour my lil duckies!
~*~R|A|C|H~*~
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Breaking the habit
Linkin Park
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)
I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I’ll paint it on the walls
‘Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don’t know how I got this
I’ll never be alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight
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Well things are a whole lot better since my last post. People really do care about me I see. I've just been so blah lately but yeah.
Sunday I got a new comp and desk and it's in my room now so I am lol go figure. I joined an icons community so I can display my badass icon making skills haha. Things have been soo boring. I think I'm goin' to Erin's house this weekend...or she's comin' here...or not lol not sure yet we have to talk it out.
If anyone knows a good place to get PSP 8 brushes and tubes please lemme know! I guess that's it for now sorry short entry I know.
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I knew I was too obsessive. I knew I was too emotional. I knew I needed to change. But did I listen to myself. Of course not and now it's costing me friends. God why the fuck is that once something good happens to me it's pulled away. I just need to simply back off and I don't. I try not to act like a bitch but it always happens. Seriously wtf is wrong with me. I wanna apologize to anyone I have done anything to in the past that came off as bitchy, annoying, pushy, or obsessive. I really don't want to lose any more friends. It's the worst feeling and situation for me right now. I fuckin' hate myself so all you who hate me I hope you're happy I admitted that I'm fucked up enough to just die right now and make everyone happy. Also I'm taking a break from everyone online for a lil bit. I'm sick of only causing drama and problems left and right. Well that's it for a few days sorry I'll continue to be an annoyance to your lives later.
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Woo I'm back everyone go me! I had uber amounts of fun. The first campin' trip was good except I was with my aunt lol. When I stayed at my grandma's I got to see my friend Crystal and she slept over so that's good too. We went to places and stuff lol I got Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen on dvd and 2 cds...JoJo and Ashlee Simpson. Then we went to Maine and that was so awesome. I made 2 new friends woo go me. I was in the talent show at the campground woo yeah lol. I got a ribbon! I lip synched You're So Vain by Carly Simon and I sang some of it cuz I got everyone else to sing with me haha. I had my hat strategically tipped below one eye and I had a brush as my microphone lmfao. I had alot of fun but I'm so glad to be home. I put my air conditioner in my room last night so yay. I'm so worried about Erin cuz when I called her mom said they were havin' a family emergency so I hope she gets to call me soon. But yeah I guess that's it for now leave me some yummy commments...please and ty.
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Well my lil duckies I must part with you for a month. I'm leavin' tomorrow and I shall return at the end of July. I'm campin' the first next week then stayin' at my grandparent's house the next 2 then campin' the last week. I'm gonna miss y'all uber amounts. If my cell decides to be nice and come in I shall ring people but otherwise it's blah. My dad might get them the internet so if he does I'll be able to update but if he doesn't then blah again.
I had the best convo with Sarai yesterday lol. I'm glad I have someone like her to talk to about people that are dumb. Well some people I can talk to but it's better to talk to Sarai.
Woo I have a kick ass layout now thx to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) frolixwifbunneh you kick ass girl! But yeah I guess that's it for now I shall update sometime later. I love you all byee!
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